My Name is
THIS IS MY DHARMA OR DUTY.
My Soul’s purpose is to help Neuro-divergent people like me or people who may with no good luck of their own develop a brain disorder, or suffer such a terrible life event that they enter our realm and may need guidance.
Me? I was broken. I was damaged. However, it did not happen all at once. It started with a crack. To this day, I still do not know the origin of the fracture, the fault line that tore me apart and left me in pieces.
I spent a lifetime trying to figure out when, how, what, where, and who? Nevertheless, it was simple chemistry. No more. It does not matter. I assembled the disparate parts and reunited them and that piece, that missing piece, the piece I keep going into the dark to find, where that missing piece, where it used to be is where the light gets in.
The light illuminated me within and then throughout and purged and cleansed and purified and lifted me up and onto a higher plane of awareness and experience.
What makes music beautiful is not so much the notes as the spaces, the rests and pauses allow us to enjoy the stillness and the emptiness so that the sound, the light may enter and occupy and enshroud the fullness of and the magnification of the All, the Divine and Universal Mind of Being.
I am grateful that I have survived, that I may help others. Because I have contemplated ending my life every day for more years than I can remember. However, now I embrace each moment. I wake each morning energized and encouraged that come what may I can handle anything, and find the positive in the negativity of a situation. See the love amongst the fearful moments and the ray of light through the darkness. I am duty-bound to take what I have learned and to help others find their way out of the shadows of oblivion and step into the light and to find their gifts, treasures, and strengths free of ego so that they may live a meaningful and purposeful life.
There can be no shadows without light and no strength without struggle and change without challenge.
Happiness and good can be found in the purity of love while we seek our truth. Evil is found in willful ignorance and turning a blind eye to, the absence of, and a distortion of the truth.
It is for all of us to find our way through the thicket of lies, fear, hatred that is Hell, so that we may value love, light, and the truth as we deliver ourselves from the bondage of the ego.
Without the trial and tribulations that we enter along the dark highway of awakening, we would never know that we are beings of light and the pilgrims of Eternity.